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Dave's Journal

 

My wife, Beverly and I have been married for 31 years, have two beautiful daughters, two great sons-in-law and four wonderful grandchildren. Beverly's life-long dream has been to go to the Caribbean. For Christmas 1998 we went to the island of Saint Maarten for a week. We did a lot of site seeing, walking on the beach, swimming and took a one-day snorkeling trip via catamaran. I had no symptoms or problems and we had one of the best times of our lives. I thank God for putting off the symptoms of this disease so she could enjoy her dream.

 
Aboard the catamaran during
our snorkeling trip.


 

 
1999

March – I noticed I had no energy, all I wanted to do is sleep. I chocked this up to "old age," ya know I’ll be 50 in July. Spring comes early in Phoenix, AZ and the yard needed attention, but I had no ambition or desire to go out and work in the yard, which is one of my hobbies. I was having major "Charlie-Horses" (cramps) in my left calf and in the arch of both feet. "Charlie’s horse" woke me 3-4 nights a week.

April – The lack of ambition and desire had turned into depression. "Charlie’s horse" had now attacked the right calf and was waking me up every night. I am a Disabled American Veteran (DAV) so scheduled an appointment at the VA, with Dr Piatt. By the time I saw him in mid-May I would be laughing one minute and crying the next, sometimes for no reason. (I have read that this is uncommon, but one of the symptoms of ALS.) He diagnosed me as clinically depressed and started Zoloft as well as scheduling me to visit with a Psychologist, Dr. Locke, once a month. He told me that no one was sure of what causes muscle cramps and for me to try eating one banana a day and see if that helped.

June – I noticed weakness in the left leg and I stubbed my toe occasionally. If I tried to walk more than 300 yards my left leg would start to feel tired and achy and if I didn’t lift my leg high and set my foot down soundly I would stub my toe. Twitching (ventriculations) started in my left calf and both feet. I thought that maybe "Charlie’s horse" was causing the twitching. I couldn’t mow the lawn without taking a 5-10 minute break because I was totally exhausted. Twice now my eye muscles would cramp and cause me to see two levels of objects, one on top of the other. This would last from 30 seconds to a couple minutes.

July – I decided the Charlie theory for twitching was out. The twitching was now in my left forearm and fingers as well. I noticed weakness in my left arm and hand. I am left-side dominant. Still didn’t go to the doctor, just thought I was lacking something in my diet. Started eating more fruits and salads. Mowing the lawn became a major task. I now had to take a couple 5-10 minute breaks due to exhaustion and was out of breath.

August – Mowing the lawn without taking at least three 5-10 minute breaks, was impossible. I was out of breath as though I had run the marathon. On Sunday, August 22 I went out to mow the lawn. I bent over to pick up a piece of paper in the yard and WOW! I got a sharp pain in my lower back and couldn’t standup straight. Went to my civilian PCP, Dr. Kramer, and he said he thought I had strained a muscle due to the lack of exercise. Ya know the old "couch potato" theory. I decided that maybe he was right, I get exhausted and am out of breathe easy, I have muscle cramps and twitching, so maybe physical therapy (PT) was needed to "get back in shape." He sent me to a Chiropractor, Dr. Kressel, for treatments and PT. I was experiencing numbness and tingling down the outside of the left leg from the knee to the toes. I had to stop working full-time because I couldn’t walk, stand or sit for more than a few minutes at a time.

September – After x-rays and 3 visits with Dr. Kressel, he decided that the symptoms (cramps, twitches, lack of stamina and energy…) didn’t match the injury. He referred me to a neurosurgeon, Dr. Francis. Dr. Francis sent me for a Lumbar MRI. Results – L3/4 and L4/5 had herniated discs but that they were not pressing on any nerves. He sent me for a Cervical MRI. Results – Compressed disc at C4/5 but again it was not pressing on any nerves. He sent me for a Thoracic MRI. Results – normal. The weakness had increased to the point that I couldn’t walk more than a couple hundred yards without being completely exhausted and dragging my left toe. The numbness/tingling had increased and was now affecting the whole foot. Weakness became apparent in my left hand as I started dropping things. I broke 2 water glasses before switching to plastic and began holding drinks with both hands. Dr. Francis said he wasn’t sure what was going on that the symptoms didn’t match the injuries found in the MRIs. He said my entire left side was noticeably weaker than the right. He said he thought it was ALS and gave me a referral to see a neurologist, Dr. Steier. Not knowing for sure what ALS was I came home and searched the Web. The first thing I came across said "Life threatening…" You can bet your last dollar that I was on the phone immediately to this "quack" that had told me I had ALS but did not explain a thing to me about the disease. After chewing on him for a while I called and made a "second opinion" appointment with another neurosurgeon, Dr. Calica. His opinion was that it might be MS but he doubted the ALS diagnosis.

October – The twitching was now affecting my left eye, cheek and upper lip. I started noticing a tremor in my left hand. My stamina was next to zero. For every 3-4 hours awake I slept 2-3 hours. My balance is off and a quad-cane given to help keep me from falling down. Towards the end of October I saw Dr. Steier. He poked and prodded for about a half-hour and decided it was ALS. He sent me for a head MRI with contrast. The MRI appointment was scheduled for 11/16/99. He also scheduled me for an EMG. The eye muscle cramps are happening more frequent.

November – I had the MRI done and Dr. Steier said the results were normal. It was the day after Thanksgiving when I got the EMG. When the EMG was complete I asked Dr. Steier "So what do you think?" he said "well... I'm not real sure." I asked, so what did the results show, he said, "they’re not all that bad." I asked him to define "not all that bad" and he said he wasn’t sure yet what it is and that he wanted to run more tests. He scheduled me for a "Brain Stem Electrolysis."

December – It’s been a year since we went to the islands. The tremors are more like shaking, the numbness and tingling went bilateral, and the weakness in my legs had increased to the point that I could barely make a 100-yard walk even with the quad-cane. I had the Brain Stem Electrolysis done just before Christmas. Dr. Steier said the results are "not all that bad." He said he wasn’t sure what I had but he thought it was "something neuromuscular."

2000

January – I was at the end of my rope. On-again, off-again, on-again, the emotional roll-a-coaster was too much. I went back to Dr. Steier and asked him to do something. He asked if I wanted to see a Psychiatrist? I told him I didn’t think it was in my head, that the symptoms were real. I went to Dr. Kramer and asked him to do something. He scheduled an appointment to have what he called a "SPECT" scan done.

February – I had the Brain Perfusion SPECT Scan done on 3 February 2000.

The following are quoted from the results.

FINDINGS: There are small cortical (1) bilateral foci (2) of increased activity in the cerebellum. There is a well defined focus of intense activity in the region of the right calcarine (3) gyrus (4). There is a midline focus of intense activity that corresponds to a subcentimeter focus of hyperintense T2 signal in the left cingulate (5) gyrus on the MRI scan of 11/16/99.
IMPRESSION: Motor Cortex lesions can be seen on SPECT scan with Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis. Neither the MRI nor the SPECT scan show the typical pattern of periventricular findings that is usually seen with Multiple Sclerosis. I recommend repeating the brain MRI with and without contrast on a high field strength magnet.

(1) Relating to, or consisting of cortex. CORTEX: The outer part of an organ or body structure.
(2) Plural of focus i.e. more than one.
(3) Calcarine sulcus or fissureNumber 12 on this view.
(4) A convoluted ridge between anatomical grooves.
(5) Cingulate gyrusNumber 3 on this view.

PLAIN ENGLISH: They found ALS lesions in the Motor Cortex and whoever originally read the 11/16/99 MRI “missed” seeing the hyperintense T2 signal on the left side because it is so small (subcentimeter).

Mid-February – I thought a miracle had happened. My energy seemed up, the numbness/tingling had somewhat subsided, the tremor only happened when I got tired. I was able to walk 300-400 yards at a time. Although not all symptoms were gone I was noticeably better.

March – Towards the end of the month, it happened, all symptoms returned and this time with a vengeance. The numbness is more like a complete loss of feeling and from day-to-day, even hour-to-hour; it may show up anywhere. The tingling feels more like needles are being stabbed into my skin; again from day-to-day, even hour-to-hour, it may show up anywhere. The tremors are bilateral and get worse as I fatigue through the day. At times I can’t hold on to a drink without spilling it. I can’t walk 200 yards not only because both legs get totally exhausted, my hand can’t hold onto the cane due to forearm cramping. The muscles in my forearms/hands won’t allow me to keyboard for long periods; 10-15 minute intervals then break for 5-10 minutes. I can’t always carry on a conversation because I "forget" what we are talking about or can’t remember what word(s) I want to say.

April – For the past week or so I’ve noticed it is getting harder to hold my head upright. The neck muscles get fatigued and cramp. When I eat a meal the muscles in my tongue and throat cramp making it hard to swallow. When I try to have a conversation the larynx and throat cramp.

See MDA Quest article for more information: http://mdausa.org/publications/Quest/q64dysphagia.html.

I have a hard time driving for more than 20 minutes as my forearms/hands cramp from holding on to the steering wheel and my foot can’t hold the throttle. Thank God for cruse-control. :o)  I can manage driving for about 2 hours by trading off the hand holding the steering wheel, rest one while the other works. Dr. Kramer has scheduled me to see a Physiatrist in mid-May.

May – Not much change in May. The visit with the Physiatrist was a farce. He said he didn’t think I needed any physical therapy and was resistant to getting me the AFO’s. He gave in towards the end of the visit and said he would get one for the left foot. His nurse, at checkout, told me it would take about a week to schedule things for the AFO.

June – It’s been 3 weeks now since I saw the Physiatrist, still no AFO. I called his office and the nurse said that the doctor was running behind and his notes didn’t get to transcription for a week, then transcription was so far behind in their work that it wasn’t completed yet. I made an appointment with my PCP and he decided it was time to re-do the SPECT scan and EMG. The EMG is scheduled for July 5th. I went in on the 22nd for the follow-up SPECT scan and here’s the result.

FINDINGS: There are multiple, bilateral foci of increased activity scattered in various areas throughout the brain. I think the most concentrated cluster of these findings is in the occipital region (1). I cannot identify any brain stem findings. The concentration of activity in the occipital region is similar to the previous study of 2/3/00. However, there are new areas of activity in the frontal (2) and parietal (3) lobes that were not present on the prior exam. There are some less well defined areas of activity in the temporal (4) lobes, which I cannot identify on the previous study. There is a rim-like area of activity around the left cerebellar hemisphere (5). A similar distribution of activity was noted around both cerebellar hemispheres on the previous exam. Diffusely, the brain shows very mottled activity with multiple foci of limited to no activity that gives a honeycomb appearance to the brain.

(1) Area of the brain that processes sight.
(2) Most anterior, right under the forehead.
(3) Near the back and top of the head.
(4) Side of head above ears.
(5) Just above the brain stem and toward the back of the brain.

July – My new neurologist, Dr. Jody Reiser, did the EMG test. She has scheduled me for a nerve and muscle biopsy on the 25th and has ordered AFO's for both feet. She told me to call the Physiatrist and cancel the left foot only AFO request.


 
Dave Huff (aka Big Dawg) recently relinquished the management of this wonderful community to his friends.  Below you can find a copy of the last post he made on another community which he created, Big Dawg's Help Desk.
 
Dave is in our hearts and our daily prayers as he continues to fight a valiant battle against this deadly disease.  Below you will find the last message post he was able to comfortably type:
 

 
From: Big_Dawg Reply 1 of 4    Add a Reply...  
Sent: 10/3/2000 11:08 pm    


Thanks, Victora, for your concern. Since the "minor" biopsy surgery August 18th my body has taken a dive. Guess it didn't like being cut on. LOL The muscle atrophy has become exponential. A month ago I could keyboard just fine. However, my forearms have become very weak; it's hard to hold onto a glass of water without using both hands and keyboarding is hard to do because the fingers don't/can't push down hard enough. When I go back and read what I've just wrote, before hitting the send button, I find that half the characters aren't there . . . looks real cryptic!!! Sorta like tryin' to read Greek! LOL

Simple things like shaving, getting dressed, eating a meal, etc., are now a major undertaking. I haven't conceeded to the wheelchair yet and I am still working full time (desk jockey), but it's hard to make it through the day. A month ago I could walk a 100 yards or so without stopping to rest. Now I am lucky to do 50 yards at a time.

I refuse to quit . . . !  Not until they're unable to prop me up any longer! LOL 

 
   
BD

 

 
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