| Jack's Goodbye Letter To Jennifer (written when he left Salem in 1993) Dear Jennifer, I feel I should say those words again because that's what you are to me, dear. You and Abby are the best things that ever happened to me. You're perfect-both of you- wonderful, sweet and kind and have sustance. You have character Jennifer and that's something I could never say about myself. Because, you see, I've let you down again, only this time the betrayal goes deeper, this time I've done something that even you can never forgive. I wish there was a way to apologize for this. I wish there was a gentle way to put it, but there isn't...there's just the truth...and the truth is: Abby became ill because of me. I am responsible for the tract 5. I'll spare you the gory details, but it goes back to the battle days with Harper..he owned a company, ...he let me run it. I didn't know what I was signing, but more importantly I didn't care what I was signing...but I am the one who authorized the dumping. Victor was trying to clean the place up, get rid of the toxic waste...I went after him and messed it all up. I tried to bring him down when he was doing something good. Typical right? Jack Devereaux strikes again, but no more...no more. I want you to be happy Jennifer, with someone who can give you the life you deserve: love, security, happiness...and I am not that somebody. That's why I am leaving you Jeniifer. By the time you read this letter, I will be gone. Jennifer I know you are in shock right now,but when it wears off you'll be upset and angry and that's okay, you have the right to be. But I know you, I know how forgiving you are, so if you get some crazy idea into your head about giving me another chance, or coming after me...do me a favour: "dont". After all the let downs and heart breaks I've given you...I want to do this one last thing right. I want to set you free Jennifer-you and Abby. I love you both so much, but I know I could never give you what you need and deserve. So please Jennifer, do this one last favour for me. Let it end, let time heal the wounds, let life take you where it will and when the time comes...let go of the pain, let yourself live again, be happy again, and you will...you know...once you let go of me. Love Jack |